life begins at 23

ever thought life flows this fast?.. just like a river that runs so calm in the surface but flows so strong deep below..yesterday i was olny 12 year old kid who dream in a highschool.. wear a blue white uniform.. dream about being adult, dream abouts crazy party, playing with friends and other fun dreams.. like everything will never change and will stay that way.. now its all different.., im far away from home, my older sis got married and lived far away from home, my younger sister is now growing up fast, my friends are getting buzy with their "how to graduate fast and get great job with great sallary stuff" or "try to buy a minimalism house and married, making children,and life happily ever after", my parent getting older and im start to worried how if they were gone... .. what about me?.. im still sitting here.. in front of "an artificial prossessing data with a form of a box" typin this useless bunch of type with nonsense content.. thinking how to make my self a fun job to do.. and still thinking im not goin' anywhere while everyone moving so fast!.. damn..friends and relatives races down with you. sometimes your one step a head and the next time they speed up three of five steps in front.. wuih.. thats life.. ever wake up with a question .. "where am i going?".. sure.. everyone will know the answer of that simple question.. im going to work! or im going to school! or maybe im not going anywhere.. its holiday!" but for me ( dont know why ) its hard to answer .. i know everyone that lived has to go through this changes.. but for me.. i bealive in process not the result.. cos in the process we learn about life better.. so.. from now on.. im gonna start respect the process better than result.. cozz were never know what will passed along the journey ..right?..